sweet jesus, i feel horrible.

i really do, but thats no excuse. honestly, i dont feel like writing anymore. i dont know what's happened to me. before, writing seemed like such an escape from the real world; and i started this blog to do so. but look where its gotten. life has been hectic so i guess with all that time consumption, i had no time to write. which breaks my heart, more than the guys in my past have.

this time i PROMISE i will write more. i WILL TRY to write every day, but i cant make promises. though not many people read it, it still means a lot to me. so go ahead, read on my lovely friends. read and write your own blog. do what makes you happy.

love and the taste of apple juice fresh out of the carton,

carolynah. (:

so i was going to post a video of my brother singing for you to enjoy (laugh hysterically at) but it wouldnt upload. so youll have to settle for a cute picture. (:

i call it cute toasties. (:

soooo......

this here blog of mine is pointless. i feel horrible for not posting on it in forever. i feel like i should delete it, but i cant get myself to do so. this blog will always be a part of me, even though i haven't posted on it in months.

a lot has happened between my last post and this one. and when i say a lot, i mean A LOT. too much to sum up in one post. im going to try updating as best as i can, event though nobody but a few people actually read this thing. it doesn't really matter to me though. i started it to simply get my ideas down on the web. a place where people can see me for who i am, and not the girl that im pretending to be in my everyday life.

well, its nine thirty on a friday night. so im going to jump into a hot shower and relax, seeing as i have two major projects due on the twenty third that i haven't even started. :P

live long and prosper my friends.

<3 carolynah.